Pristine Smut | themurmurs

BIG TALKER

Big daddy said it's o.k. holding out for love

Don't like it much but that's the way it goes

Big Talker, thrill stalker, sitting on the timeDeciding every day who is next in the line

Sick bitch where's your head looking for a lover

Sick of all the chills time for anotherI belived you, and I belived you, I belived you.

Bend down lower put your hand on my lap

Don't you know that's where its at

Everybody's coming every one but me

Cause they don't give me nothin see

Trip fit go ahead kiss me againI always like it when it endsI belived you, and I belived you, I belived.

Play it cool now and then hit me hard

And don't ever be late

Hesitation rising cause that's what you do

Well I'm full of it too

Cause I belived you, and I belived you, I belived you.

I'M A MESS

I'm such a drag wish that I could disappear

I just smoked myself right into this chair

I've had no revelations

Got no future plans

So many expectations and no one understands

I'm a mess, I'm a mess,

I'm a mess, I'm a mess

I ruin everything, it's never enough

Got a tired alter ego, that's always giving up

I used to be the girl that everybody loved

And now I'm just too much

I'm a mess, I'm a mess

And I'm crying all the time

How bad can it be

I wish that I was dead, temporarily

I'm a mess

I'm bored with myself

I'm tired of this life

I'm falling apart

Can't even take advice

I'm so gone, I need my prescription to relax

Now I'm wasted like the rest

I'm a mess, I'm a mess

TOY

Stranger licks, but this hurts better

Slimy tickles on my bones

I'm having a thrill with my jet setter

I just don't want to be alone

If you decide what makes up my mind

Then you belong in bed alone

If you don't know what's aching me

If you can't stand to watch

Then you're a liar cause your hands won't let you stop

I want you to be my favorite toy

We'll play a game of house

You be the girl I'll be the boy

I want to throw you down

And put you in my mouth

We've got to figure something out

I have made a fool of you

I'm leaving with no excuse

Can you tell me again how cute I am

Then I can let you loose

Lately I've been so scared, so scared

Lately I've been so bad, so bad

I want you to be my favorite toy

We'll play a game of house

You be the girl I'll be the boy

I want to throw you down

And put you in my mouth

We've got to figure something out

UNDERDOG

I used to be scared of being myself

Afraid to know what you'd really think

I'd look into your eyes but I couldn't tell

We hung out all summer and we'd drink and drink

and drink and drink

You didn't know that you broke my heart

you didn't want to end and you didn't wanna start

That was the day you took me for a drive

you dropped me off I cried and cried and cried

cried and cried

Take me down I don't wanna be found

Don't wanna play the part of the underdog

look around I'm not like others

It's a long way up

It'd be easy if I just left town

One year later and I'm sleeping in your bed

your wrapped around my body and I'm so content

I remember it well when you couldn't care less

but we ended up together

and I guess you know the rest

yeah you know the rest

Take me down I don't wanna be found

don't want to play the part of the underdog

look around I'm not like others

It's a long way up

it'd be easy if I just left town

if I just left town

I wanna run away from you lately

cause I can't face you when you're like that

when I'm around you I misbehaveand

I'll be your slave if you'll have me back

Take me down I don't wanna be found

don't want to play the part of the underdog

look around I'm not like others

It's a long way up it'd be easy if I just left town

if I just left town

ABOUT NOTHIN

I went down to change your mind about nothin, about nothin

You gave up every thing for me

I gave up one too many things

So I went out to find myself but there was nothin

So I made up something

You took up all my energy

What's mine is yours was not for me

I wanted something out of this

You don't ever wear my gifts

This isn't where I live

There's nothin to forgive

You can't stand on your headtrip plan

cause it'll be nothin but an interruption

You're making up that happy voice for my protection

to learn some lesson

I'm racing everyone but you

You'd rather let me cheat cause you know I'd lose

I wanted something out of this

You don't ever wear my gifts

This isn't where I live

There's nothin to forgive

I went down to change your mind about nothin, about nothin

GENIUS

She's got something to say the world

She wants to know if she could tie it up

So it can't move, she is feeling inspired

she said it's too cool for it's own good

She's kinda freaky

She's kinda weird

She's kinda freaky

But I don't know

I think she's a genius

If she could only just slow it up

Then she could get out really quickly

She thinks the chances are

Pretty high, pretty high, pretty high

She's kinda freaky

She's kinda weird

She's kinda freaky

But I don't know

I think she's a genius

She had that slow motion thing happen

And she wants to tell you about it

But you know, you know, you know

She does not trust you

She knows all you are is lucky

She's kinda freaky

She's kinda weird

She's kinda freaky...

But I don't know

I think she's a genius

SQUEEZE BOX DAYS

Hey you, you can stay here if you want

You can even mess up my life

I know we don't got much to talk about

Just play with my hair and I'll be happy

I don't even care if you don't know me

And I don't even care if you don't like me

Can't we just spend tonight together

So I got something to think about tomorrow

Hey you

Did you know you had me wrapped around your little dirty finger

Hey you could please draw me a picture

And you might as well make me look like a man

I don't even care if you don't love me

And I don't even care if you don't want me

Can't we just spend tonight together

So I got something to think about tomorrow

Hey you

Did you know you make me wet just by looking at your smile

I know I don't even have a bed to fuck in

But let me make a phone call, I'll have one in a while.

I don't even care if you don't like me

And I don't even care if you don't need me

Can't we just spend tonight together

So I got something to think about tomorrow

Hey you

Aren't you leaving next week

Aren't you going back to Boston

Aren't you going to see your boyfriend

And are you going to tell him about me

DON'T LIE

Don't like my ratty hair

you said I'm too young and you're too scared

I still dressed up to be the cutest doll

called you up from the pool hall

How bout you take a chance on me

I'm not your average somebody

like the other girls chasing after you

I actually feel something true, something true

oh uh oh, oh just don't lie

took me on your motor bike

you rev me up and drive me wild

this could be love but I'm moving slow

just don't drive me down an unlucky road

unlucky road

oh uh oh... just don't lie

SUCKER UPPER

Asexual, far from intellectual

fashion stealer, free-wheeler

bats her eyes to cover up her lies

she's a sucker upper, starfucker

and I'm gonna blow her cover

My friend, my friend saw you in a coffee shop

she thought you were cute, she thought you were hot

but I thought not

She's trash, she's pretty

she's good enough to do

but we got bored

now everyone's over you

Asexual, far from intellectual

fashion stealer, free-wheeler

bats her eyes to cover up her lies

she's a sucker upper, starfucker

and I'm gonna blow her cover

Fix it, strap it

wrap it around your arm

so you won't forget

when your gone

so long

COUNTRY SONG

I'm sick of your lies

and I'm sick of your threats

I'm sick the way you want

and I'm sick the way you get

wait till I take off

wait till your so bored

you'll still be waiting someday

but I'll never be sure

your calling me with the blues

It's something I've gotten used to

you treat me like a meal

that you want to throw up

you treat me and you trick me

and you don't show up

don't worry I'll be queen

if the seat's not sold

I'm sure you'll keep your tan

when the sun makes you look old

your calling me with so what do you need

isn't that why you called

I know you think I'm such a fabulous person

but that's not the point just tell me wich way did you fall

Just like that I've gonna back on my word

I love you too muchto let you fly with a bird

coming down from an airplane crash

tapping off the shivers on the cigarette ash

your calling me with the blues

It's something I've gotten used to

you drive too fast for not checking your mirrors

I'm still on the fly that you'll get it together

when's the last time that you checked in your mirrors

hope for your sake

the vision is clearer

your calling me with so what do you need

isn't that why you called

I know you think I'm such a fabulous person

just tell me wich way did you fall

SLEEPLESS COMMOTION

When you show up like that

what am I supposed to say

it takes a while for the bruises to heal

oh you've got to escape

before it's too late

Children of the garden

tangled in danger

playing the smile

and suffering alone

I'm daring the battle with a bastard who's killing us slowly

sleepless commotion, sleepless commotion

well he slashed the waterbed

and he slashed all her clothes

he smashed all the crystal

and broke the windows

sleepless commotion, sleepless commotion

police won't arrive

and I've hidden the scotch

oh that's made matters worse

now he's laughing at us

Children of the garden

tangled in danger

playing the smile

and suffering alone

I'm praying for daybreak

I'm praying for peace

I'm praying for freedom

I'm praying she'll leave him

and all I can do

is protect while I'm here

it won't go too far

I have nothing to fear

except when I am not here

Now it's over

the night won't return

a phone call in search of her soul

I left her alone

why'd I leave her alone in sleepless commotion,

sleepless commotion